Friday, September 30, 2011

And then, the star died.



And then, the star died. 

It had been a long time coming and it knew it, but when the end came, it was still a shock. All those hundreds of millennia gone, in a moment of blinding glory. Its neighbors were obliterated as were the bright creatures upon them. The star was heartbroken, for they had shown such promise. It lamented its helplessness to stop their erasure. 

And then the star thought. IT thought; how could it do that if it was dead? (Let alone that it is a star.) Across eons of our time (but mere moments to the star) it was still existing, but also changing.

When a star dies it has a unique opportunity before it. It ceases to be what it was; it is no longer a warm, life giving thing. But, it doesn’t cease being. The potential paths before it are myriad and astonishing. 

Its remainder of gases and metals could be far flung and reused in another star or even, in the making of biological life.  Its core could be left, after much compression, as a super dense neutron star - a star that revolves rapidly and screams furiously at the night. Or even it could become the most mysterious of interstellar objects, a black hole - a seeming tear in space and time that forever draws anything caught in its gravity well towards its gaping maw.

So how had our star continued its cognizance? How was it reborn? 

The former light giver had become a nebula: a birthing ground for stars. Formed from its remnants, this colorful stellar womb held within its wispy tendrils the seeds for new astral lights. The star had become a parent for a new generation of cosmic luminaries. 

Our star was happy again, for each of these new stars held the potential for their own neighbors. For intelligent creatures with promise. And eventually, something else entirely.


Friday, September 16, 2011

What I am to be.

What I am to be
Is not yet known to me
Be it architect, psychologist
Or something as yet unknown
Only one knows the answer
I must mearly be silent
And listen
To hear His voice
In the wind
He knows my path
He knows the plan
I trust my Heavenly Father
To prosper me
Wherever I end up
Whatever I end up

Is it possible

Is it possible to love a place you've never been?
To have a longing for a people and a culture not your own?
There is a burden in my heart for them.A need to be with them.
From where do these feelings come from?Why do they remain so strong with in me?
In a mind oft plagued by past memories, and driven by dreams for the future.
There is a yearning, a seed planted long ago that is now growing.
Where will it lead?
What will come of it?
We shall see.
I have faith.

Where were you on September 11th 2001?


    I was in junior high and had just walked into history class. The TV was on, and everyone was staring at it. The first plane had hit and the smoke was already pouring out across New York. I remember thinking "This can't be real, this can't be happening. Please, wake up." Then the second plane hit the other tower. My classmates and I were numb with shock, horror and fear. We looked at each other as if confirming that we were really there and seeing what the others saw.
    We spent the rest of the school day and week watching the news. In all of the classrooms the TV was on. The teachers felt it was important enough to postpone lessons for. I hear I was lucky (or not, depending on how you see it) to even see it at all. In many schools they shut off all TVs and did not allow students to watch what was going on.
    After getting home from school, I remained glued to the television. I learned that other attacks had occurred or had been planned. The Pentagon was hit and the White House was a target. I later found out about those brave men and women on flight 93, and how they had fought the hijackers.
This is a day I will never forget as long as I live. It is burned forever into my memory.

I've Been Too Long From The African Sun


I’ve been too long from the African sun.
My soul needs its warm embrace
(as well as my paled hide).
I wish to bathe in its dusty orange hues, basking myself in the comforting heat.
I desire to see the days, from the shade of the acacia tree,
brilliantly lit by a sun that knows how to nourish a wandering heart.
I want to end each of my days with the glory that is an African sunset.
All reds, pinks, purples and blues.
Each blending together, making the perfect color pallet to sip tea by.
I’ve been too long from the African sun.

Monday, August 22, 2011

Boo on you Cartoon Network


  I just finished watching the first and only season of Sym-Bionic Titan. It was a brilliant cartoon series from the master Genndy Tartakovsky who created other greats like Samurai Jack and Dexter's Laboratory. I have to say that Cartoon Network REALLY missed the ball on this one. Letting this series go was a huge mistake.







 


 


  While I cannot for sure state as to why CN let this one go, it seems to have been because there was not enough merchandising potential. Not a lack of ratings. Which is beyond me as there are a hundred different things in show that would sell as figures or models, if not for kids then for the older fans.

  The show follows the three main protagonists, Princess Ilana, a member of the royal family of the world of Galaluna; Corporal Lance, a slightly insubordinate young solder; and Octus, an advanced machine not quite a robot but not human either. These three are sent to Earth to keep Ilana safe after a major betrayal and coup overthrows the king. Of course trouble happens, but that is where the real heart of the show shines.



   The main body of the show is primarily about how the three integrate into a local high school in  Sherman, Illinois. Each episode usually contains a problem on the Earth side of things, such as how to get along with a bratty cheerleader. But the action comes in when an alien monster, usually gigantic, is sent to Earth to kill Ilana. 




  The two Galalunans on their own each posses powerful fighting suits, which are mech-like. And Octus can project force fields around his central core to fight with; he can use this to great effect in battle. But together, these three can form a more powerful fighting machine, the Sym-Bionic Titan. It is the large form that tends to save the day.


  I wont spoil any more plot points, so on to the art. The artwork is fantastic, and unique, which I find a signature of Tartakovsk's work. The characters are beautifully drawn as are the many backdrops. And characters actually change clothes! I know, it sounds obvious, but if you look at many cartoons today, the characters always wear the same thing, IN EVERY EPISODE. It looks to me like someone really took time and lovingly created Ilana's wardrobe. A stylish one she is.

  The art can also serious be when needed and can be very silly too, both of which are used wonderfully in many points throughout the series. The fight scenes are gorgeous as are the poignant personal ones.

  I will say I would not consider it for younger children, as death is a common theme, but then again, it has just as much death in it as the original Johnny Quest did (which was for kids), so that may be just me.

   
  I cannot recommend this series enough. The ride took me up and down a roller-coaster of emotions from happy to the verge of tears. It was well crafted and extremely well put together. Which brings me back to my original point. Why-oh-why would CN cancel such a stellar show? As I don't have esp I can't give you a real good answer. I will say they do seem to have a habit of squandering the talent that is Genndy Tartakovsky. They truly did not fully appreciate what they had in him and now he's moved on to other projects. Maybe someone out there can get this show going again one day, I truly hope so.

Until then, here is my face. Cartoon network I'm looking at you.



Wednesday, August 17, 2011

The Universe

  I understand the universe is large and almost infinite in complexity, but I had an interesting thought as to our place in it.

  Think of the universe as a vast clock and us as just a speck on a tiny flywheel somewhere deep inside it. Through our innate curiosity we can grow to understand much of why the clock does what it does. We can eventually explore it and come to know most all about it. But, it is still just a limited space, we can only know what is inside of the clock. We have no meaning to it, why does this mechanism do what it does?

  We need an outside source, a creator to tell what the point is to all of this. In my example, it would be to tell time, something we would be hard pressed to tell from the inside. In our reality, it is to glorify our God with its beauty and complexity. From what we can see, to what we can't. Even the math is beautiful in its own way. Take the Fibonacci spiral for example.
Best shown by the Nautilus shell.
  This beauty is not accidental, it is not a byproduct of chaos, it has meaning and purpose. It is for us to see and wonder at the might and majesty of he who created it, and to gloryfiy and magnify the real beauty of our God.